It has
been awhile since I wrote on here. According to my blog i haven't written on
here since March 9nth. A lot has gone on, that just separated me from
writing me for a while. Sometimes they say writing soothes the brain, but not
in some cases. I am a different type of person, if I feel something,
or some type of way I don't really want to bring it out because sometimes
certain people don't want to hear it, so I hold back. But with
everything going on right now, I want to go back to writing every day. I love
it, it's what makes me grow as a person and as a writer. The things that have
been going on with me is basically everyday things. I have four more months
left until I am headed back to school, and for the most part I can't wait.
Right now I am in the preparing stages of school which is going and
getting financial aid out the way, and getting my school id. But in
reality, seeing the kids walk on campus, it makes you miss it. The year I was
going to school in Philly, I would always nag about coming home, now I
just want to go to school and learn until the lights in the school turn dim. It
has only been two months into my semester off and I have been dreading to open
a school book. I guess in a way I am weird that I miss school, but it's the way
I am, I love school, I am immune to it. when it comes to school, it is
my sanctuary away from the drama, and everything going on. The same
girl I talked about in a few of my blogs, she's still in the picture, and
regardless of what happens, my mind won’t let her get out the picture any
time soon. I spent time with her Thursday, and it was one of the best
times I've had in a while with someone. To say she is one of the
greatest girls I have met up to this point? yeah she is one of them. Just her
being in my presents has made me happy and talking to her and I wouldn't trade
it for the world, every moment I cherish it with her because I feel like god
gave me an angel after the destruction of me and my ex and I thank
him for that. I have no clue where we will go from here or where it will end up
I am just enjoying every moment I can instead of
letting jealousy overtake me, because that’s only going to make me
lose her and that’s something I wouldn't want. I am glad though that
god has blessed me with such an angel though he has made me believe in miracles
by doing that. Other than that, I have been working on a game project for
android applications. But that is too much information I gave you too
much information than I should have, thank you for listening,
Until tomorrow...
Sincerely Yours..
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